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Somedays just repelling apart
I know I am the selfish crap most of the time but have I done anything constructive to correct myself? Heck no.
I think I just slienced Jason off with one or maybe two blunt messages and I am not feeling sorry anyway.
Sometimes I just feel so annoyed!
I felt that he is just another north pole and I run further and further away.
Every lady has her days and it's NOT those days for me.
It's over and yes, mood and hormones are two entities for me.
I think it is bollocks that guys think women are having their days when they are upset.
I just dun feel like talking (at all) when I am much annoyed. Though communication is the key but again it's not my key. I just dont like talking and I told ya I would have opt for my sense of talking if I were force to give up one ability of a normal being. (Though thankfully God that I am normal.)
I expect him to be angry anyway.
It is normal for anyone to be angry when showered with such unreasonable act.
I mean, I even hung the phone without goodbye and him finishing his sentence?! How rude can you get?
But I wasnt sorry. I just feel annoyed for not a good enough reason(s) and I am not sorry anyway.
I kinda expect him to flare up so I would flare even more and we might as well not talk. I am even expecting a mini cold war so I feel annoyed with the whole world of (fucking) pigs! Inhumane world!Defective society and it probably will not change wherever you are.
Period.
And then he(Jason) was telling me that I bottled up my angst and whatever that he said and he was sorry that he couldn't lift the cap up.
For a min, I dunno if there's ever a note of sarcasm in between the lines. So I replied evenly and as a matter of factly.
In the end he still texted me this:
"Yes dear,u tend to bottle...But i'm glad u just lifted the cap a little..."
=/
I was totally speechless.
Is this guy normal or what?
3 years odd of craps and he still never really scold me,let alone pick a big fight.
Sigh..Maybe I should just go sleep after downing the cough syrup.
Why is it made drowsy anyway?
I think I just slienced Jason off with one or maybe two blunt messages and I am not feeling sorry anyway.
Sometimes I just feel so annoyed!
I felt that he is just another north pole and I run further and further away.
Every lady has her days and it's NOT those days for me.
It's over and yes, mood and hormones are two entities for me.
I think it is bollocks that guys think women are having their days when they are upset.
I just dun feel like talking (at all) when I am much annoyed. Though communication is the key but again it's not my key. I just dont like talking and I told ya I would have opt for my sense of talking if I were force to give up one ability of a normal being. (Though thankfully God that I am normal.)
I expect him to be angry anyway.
It is normal for anyone to be angry when showered with such unreasonable act.
I mean, I even hung the phone without goodbye and him finishing his sentence?! How rude can you get?
But I wasnt sorry. I just feel annoyed for not a good enough reason(s) and I am not sorry anyway.
I kinda expect him to flare up so I would flare even more and we might as well not talk. I am even expecting a mini cold war so I feel annoyed with the whole world of (fucking) pigs! Inhumane world!Defective society and it probably will not change wherever you are.
Period.
And then he(Jason) was telling me that I bottled up my angst and whatever that he said and he was sorry that he couldn't lift the cap up.
For a min, I dunno if there's ever a note of sarcasm in between the lines. So I replied evenly and as a matter of factly.
In the end he still texted me this:
"Yes dear,u tend to bottle...But i'm glad u just lifted the cap a little..."
=/
I was totally speechless.
Is this guy normal or what?
3 years odd of craps and he still never really scold me,let alone pick a big fight.
Sigh..Maybe I should just go sleep after downing the cough syrup.
Why is it made drowsy anyway?
1 Comments:
YESSSSSS..hell YES it really just aint PMS sometimes, tell ya smthg, u're not the only unreasonable one! Sometimes we only want it OUR way!
But tel ya smthg else, it is, worst when I'm having PMS.
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